tittle:
he could not believe what he saw......

(i used tallor swift's song, love story to describe as an essay~)

essay:

He could not believe what he saw that i was married. I married a man which is why my father did'nt bless our marriage. He told me he knew that I'm not that little girl who always cry for lolipop anymore. He held my hand. There is no any sound but i saw the tears shining on his face. He closed his eyes and never wake up again.

My mother passed away since I'm seven years old. My father is my olny one in this world, he too. He loves me very much. He always bring me along whenever he goes. I like to follow him. I always cry for a lolipop and he would bought it for me to make me happy.

When i was eighteen, I met a boy, Romeo. He is a manager of a company and i was a scarlet letters. We don't know each other until our end year party celebration. Few months later, we fall in love to each other.

My father disagree with our relationship when he knew this. He said that we were too young and he is afraid that i will hurt by the man i love. But i don't care, I know Romeo love me and i love him too. My father locked me in my room so that i could'nt contact with Romeo.

I climbed through my room window and meet Romeo. At first we meet,we would keep quiet. We wish that we could closed our eyes and escape this town for a little while. I'm not going back until my father approve the relationship between me and Romeo.

Do you know the story of Romeo and Juliet? I wish he could be the Romeo and i would be Juliet. But my father want me to stay away from Romeo. At the end, I did not ggo back home. I don't want to know anything about my father. I hate him. He does'nt know what i want and does'nt understand me. This is what i feel. At the end, I married Romeo.

I tried to contact my father few months later but he never answer my call. I don't dare to change my phone number because i miss him.I was afraid that i will loss the contact between me and my father. I do so although I know he would be very angry at me and he won't forgive me.

Five years later, I receive a call from my father's neighbour. He told me that my father met an accident and he is in the hospital. I rush to the hospital with my husband and my child.

I sat beside his bed. He could not believe what he saw that i was married and had a 3 years old child. He held my husband hand and mine. He said he was not angry at me because i'm his lovely daughter. He told my child not to be naughty, must love daddy and mummuy. That's the last word he said. He could'nt heard me when I called him daddy for the last time. He closed his eyes and never wake up again. He could'nt see my tears.

"Daddy,I want lolipop!" That's the last scene replay before he shut down his life. I love you, daddy.

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“感恩的心，感谢有你，伴我一生，让我有勇气做我自己”每当这首歌响起，都让我想起我母亲。那为了我劳累费心而日渐消瘦的脸庞，额头上那刺眼的白发，还有那慈祥的笑容。我相信这是最美的容颜。

母爱很伟大，那无私的付出，却不要求回报。对我而言，母爱如海，有似水柔情般的爱；母爱如船，为我扬起自信的风帆，鼓励，帮助我达到幸福的彼岸；母爱如岸，是女儿心灵受伤后停泊的港湾。

母亲，是你让我有机会看到世界的美丽，是你让我体会世上的真情，是你在我失落的时候给予我鼓励与关怀，是你忍受我的坏脾气，耐心的教导我道理。谢谢你对我的爱，因为那是最美的语言。

母亲，你就像是树叶，我像只蚂蚁。不管遇到再大的风浪，你会载我平安过河去。其实你的要求很简单，就只希望我们平安健康，用功读书。只是年纪幼小的我不能理解，总是埋怨，把你对我的爱当作理所当然，不知福，也不惜福。

现在，我长大了。我不再是吵着要棒棒糖的小朋友。我学会知恩，感恩，学会报恩。我不会再让你为我操心，为我担忧。我要为自己的人生负责。因为有你，成了我的精神支柱，我不会倒下。记得你曾说：“人生谁无失败？最重要的是重新站起来。重新站起来的人，一样是英雄！”感谢有你的这句话，让我坚持到今天。

母爱如黑夜里的一盏灯，让我这失去方向的船找到方向。母爱如沙漠中的一阵雨，让我着干枯的心得到滋润。母爱如寒冷地区的一楼阳光，让我着濒绝境的花看到希望。

时间点滴逝去，母爱却如泉拥来。那熟悉的旋律回绕在我耳边“感恩的心，感谢有你，花开花落我一样会珍惜...”

感谢有你，母亲。

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老鼠真的很可怕吗？
为什么多数.......哦不！
是大部分的女生看到老鼠都会大喊打叫？
可是我却没有叫，很奇怪哦～
我反而觉得它们很kawaii～！！
只要是没有去碰，或是近距离看，
我会觉得老鼠很Q～ o(^0^)o

记得上次我去扫货，
哪里超多老鼠的！！
我就在xx店门口看到2只老鼠仔，
它们一前一后的走，后面那只老鼠的鼻子还tuk着前面那只的屁股走！
超可爱的画面！！
但有一般女生走过，
一看到老鼠就大喊大叫的跑了～～ ==”
我本来还想继续看他两只老鼠仔的，
毕竟它们是那么的小只又可爱～
但是姐姐要我别再看了～～ T^T

另一天去佛家会时，要走一段距离，
然后就有经过longkang～
竟然被我看到有2只老鼠！
一只大只的，好肥哦～
另一只小的，很快就不见了～
肥肥的老鼠应该也有年龄了吧？
（天啊！竟然研究它的年龄～） =0=!!!
在longkang生活的它，一定超多细菌，超肮脏的～～（yee～～～）
因为赶时间的缘故，所以只看了一下下就走了～
我相信那边有几个外劳一定以为我不是女生～
因为女生总是怕老鼠的...
惨了～
连我也怀疑自己是不是女生～xP

老鼠可怕咩？？！ （O.o）?

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昨天下午，在old town温习功课时遇到学弟...他说学妹去世了...
当时的我，还在chemistry里，blur下blur下，
突然冒出一句，我很惊讶，但是我就这样平复我的心情，
继续我要做的事...
今早上线，学妹inbox告诉我说和我们街头采访的学妹去世了！
一个晴天霹雳的消息，我听了2次，
第二次才听得清楚～>0<

"我的学妹去世了..."
这句话早我的脑里不停的出现～
那天我们街头采访，

我的学妹去世了～
我记得培训营那天，
我带着他们去街头采访...
那天，我对他们有说有笑的...
那天他叫我学姐...
那天他们很照顾我，我也很照顾他们...
可是，他离开了...
再也听不到他叫我学姐的声音了...
学妹.....................

虽然只有那几小时近距离相处，
但当我听到这消息时我还是会很难过，
还是会很想哭...
就给我一个小角落，
静静的哭，
静静的平复我的心情...

学妹，
我还没来得及再叫你学妹；
还没来得及看你办活动；
还没来得及在听一次你叫我学姐，
你就离开了....
“学妹...”
听到我叫你的声音么？T^T

能相见，能相识是一种缘分...
你那灿烂的笑容，如今只能变成回忆...

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Jolene is a frenz tat noe her since kindegarden~~ hahas~~
maybe around13 to 14 years ago...
v r still vry frenz nw n really hard 2 have a frenz like her~
she is fun n nice~!! ^^

i enjoy my green tea cheese cake..
she enjoy her brownie choc cake...
v enjoy the pasta n the moment v 2gether~~
love eu, my frenz~❤


spagetti~~!!❤


the pattern nice?? i make it~~!! hahas...❤


Green Tea Cheese Cake....
new taste~ YUMMY~!!❤


Green Tea Cheese Cake❤


wana taste it??
"ARR"~~~~"AMM"~~

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新的一年，新的开始～！
hoorai～～
今年的新年，除了跳舞之外，也和一个乐团，dream.Path.5客串唱歌～
这是一个不一样的尝试～第一次和band唱歌！感觉很不一样～呵呵...
很好玩～^^♥

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有多少人，能和我一样？
有个爱自己的姐姐，
疼自己的姐姐，
照顾自己的姐姐...

我很任性。或许因为我在家的“身份”最小...
我很情绪化。或许因为你们总是宠着我...
我很捣蛋。或许因为我爱玩，爱闹...
我不爱读书。或许因为我笨，总是不明白，就这样搁着...

你是，一直鼓励我，一直做好榜样，一直在我身边...
难过，害怕，开心，我都会想到你！
就是想要和你分享我的心情，所以才会那么爱讲话...
对着你，我总是变得孩子气...
因为我知道你会任我闹...

去读书的你离开了这里已经半年了～也快一年了吧？
没有你在我身边和我吵架斗嘴，真的真的好寂寞哦～
很想念你...
快点放假回来陪我吧！^^

记得新年你回来，我们一起去看笑着回家吗？
照片出炉了啦～^^
我们抱着傻傻的心情，期待的心情去看，笑着回家！！
^0^V♥

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